The morning chill hangs in the air, as I mentally record the temperature knowing full well I'll still be running 24 hours later. One hundred and twenty five runners gather before a banner that marks the start and finish line to the San Diego 100 Mile Endurance Run at Camp Cuyamaca. This site also serves as a home base, as we pass through at mile 19.3, 50, 69.3 (for simplicity, this will be referred to as 20, 50, and 70). Scott Mills stands to address the participants; blond, tanned, an obvious trail runner. He welcomes us to the race, reminds us to thank our volunteers and gives us the one minute warning.
I'm finally relaxed about this whole damn thing, because there's nothing left to do but run. Undertaking new longer distances can certainly be unsettling, especially for someone with who's simply more persistent than talented. But a 100 miles feels like clobbering "long distances" with a bulldozer. I spent the last month pre-taper wondering if my training would be enough. Ever since Ruth Anderson, or perhaps even American River my long runs weren't easy, weren't as long, and my legs never felt fresh. As a new-ish Ultra-Runner, perhaps I should have allowed myself more recovery after AR. Oh well, I tried to tell myself that I'm simply learning how to run tired without having to do it with a lot of mileage, and just need to make sure the taper does its job. I was still having fun; those long runs included part of the Silver State 50k/50M course in Reno (at higher altitude than SD), a wet romp in the East Bay hills with Kap'n Kirk, and retracing Mark Tanaka's foot commute by pilfering one of his Motionbased runs and by turning it into a course on my Garmin along the Garin trail late at night after work. I was counting on them to give me a taste of what race day(s)/night would be like.
Once the taper hit, my focus shifted more towards preparation. Too late, I soon realized, since any gear/techniques I'm considering won't be properly tested pre-race day. I knew small things, like blisters, or bruised toes, turn into big things, and finally bought Fixing Your Feet. The book stresses to reduce calluses, and even talks about pedicures, so I decide to gave it a go. With my daughter in tow, we hit the nail salon. I figured, since I'm there, I'll go for some colour, with everyone in range thinking I'm crazy. Uh, potential hundred mile runner here, wasn't that evidence enough? Besides, they will probably just fall off anyways.

Early in the race week, the weather report was calling for thunderstorms on race day. I decided I should have a back-up pair of shoes if it gets wet, and maybe some more socks, so I made a run (not on foot) to Zombie Runner. They didn't have my size in my shoe in stock, but I decided to go half a size larger anyways, and keep it on hand, while hoping I won't need them. I grabbed some Drymax socks because of all the praise lavished on them, and a cool demo on the web.
About this time, I had a cold coming on. !!! After running American River with one, I know it was not going to stop me, but it was annoying as hell. I tried to convince myself that this is just psychosomatic reaction to pre-race stress, or perhaps just the taper itself, but the bottom line was any extra sleep I managed went to fighting the cold and not towards feeling more rested.
The day before the race, the geek part of me had me flying into LAX instead of SAN, just so I could integrate a visit to Tony Nowak's factory. I'm a hard-core Indiana Jones geek, and Tony was the maker of the film jackets for the last movie (as well as a host of other movies like GI Joe, Terminator, etc). Not only do his jackets have geek-appeal, but they're phenomenonally constructed, made of some really fine leathers, and I get to see and try on many of his offerings.
Really fun stuff, great to talk to the man himself who is gracious, genuine, and fascinating, and you know, like try on the proto jacket Harrison Ford tried on for fit, or a copy of an actual Raiders of the Lost Ark jacket (Harry's definitely got longer arms than me), but I knew the entire time that I should have been "ten-toes up" and resting up for the big day!

As an aside, my bib number, which was chosen by me happens to coincide with the limited edition number of my Crystal Skull jacket that Tony had made for me last year; #9 (for Kayley's birth month) 8 (Mason's birth month)
I stayed longer than I should have, shorter than I wanted, and with LA traffic, completely missed the chance to check-in for the race the day before. But at least I had scoped out the route to the start. After checking into my hotel, I grabbed my only meal since breakfast from Carl's Jr, and a club sandwich from a deli in a liquor store for breakfast, a gallon of water, and a Guinness.
Not pictured here is the large diet coke that I sucked down because I also didn't drink all day
It was around 8 'o clock, so I ate hurriedly as I organized my gear for the next day, and crawled into bed at 9. It took me about 2.5 hours to fall asleep as I was distracted by the sound of the highway, and the incessant pounding of my heart in my ears from caffeine consumption and eating so much so late. That was further exacerbated by waking up at 1am, and taking another hour and a half to get back to sleep. I was very thankful when 4am arrived and I could let go of the sleep game.
With one minute to go, none of that matters any more, nothing I can do about it now. I think about how we (or is it just me) often come up with excuses before the event to justify a poor showing. But not one of these could justify a DNF. And in a hundred mile race, there is never a poor showing for finishing. Is there?
Scott Mills counts down, the air horn blows, and we take off running. Faster than I expected, but it's comfortable, so I stick with the crowd.
Hints of blue break through the overcast sky as the sun rises, and already the air is warming up. The course begins on a nice fire road that's pretty flat, as it weaves its way towards the hills. I begin to sweat from exertion, and from being overdressed. I'm wearing a t-shirt with Moeben sleeves from Ruth Anderson, and my Sugoi Helium jacket, and think I should have ditched the jacket. Oh well, the thing weighs about 3 ounce, packs up nicely, so I stuff it in my pocket.
I meet Cecilia, Eric and Ric on the trail and we find that we're all first timers to the distance. We're all, of course, hoping for a sub-24 hour finish, but the most important part is finishing. Well, maybe finishing healthy. MAYBE. Ric talks about his previous attempt to hit the 100 mark at SF One Day, where he stopped at 82 miles. He admits that he's not a trail runner and hopes the course will be kind. I silently worry for him. He declares that he doesn't care if he's the last one to cross the finish line, he's not giving up at this race. Cecilia and Eric stop for a walk break, explaining their 25 min run/5 min walk plan. Ric decides to keep running, and while I completely agree with this strategy, I have a schedule to keep through, and soon pull away.
Cecilia (#50), Eric (#51), Ric (#8)
Ah, the schedule. The truth is, I crafted a detailed plan that operated under the premise that I could leave the 50 mile stop 11 hours into the race, and complete the second half in 13 hours. It didn't allow for too much of a slow down, but I couldn't risk going too much faster for the first half. Not only does finishing in 24 hours mean that you ran 100 miles in a single day (cool!), but there's a different finisher's buckle (silver vs. bronze). I figure if I'm going to have a target beyond just finishing, 24 hours should be it. It just seemed like any other time (expect perhaps sub-30) isn't as significant. I might suffer in the second half, but I'm pretty sure I can gut out 30-50 miles if need be, if things go wrong.
Well, a couple miles in, and I'm doing pretty awesome. Eventually, the fire trails turn to single track that gently ascends. The surface turns out to be quite rocky, and I stub my foot at one point rather audibly, but catch myself before I fall. I say something about getting it over with before I have to do this section at night.
The trail has climbed about 1000 feet, and the view is breathtaking. The hill isn't as bad as I expected looking at the elevation profile. I analyzed the elevation profile in great detail before race day, comparing it to familiar runs that I've done, so I could be prepared for the climbs. Not as good as first-hand knowledge of the course, it's still fun playing armchair-ultrarunner. I'm pleasantly surprised to find all the climbs and descents are gentler than I had predicted.
I arrive at the first aid station, Sunrise Highway, 5.9 miles completed, in maybe 65 minutes. The next section starts off really nicely, with some fun downhills, and occasional climbs. I should restrain myself, but decide to have some fun as I tackle the downhills with a little more gusto. It feels like we're skipping along mountaintops, and I guess we are. I soon catch up to Linda McFadden, who lets me pass, but with whom I'll trade the lead with for many miles until she completely drops me.
Linda McFadden
I catch up with Ric again and he takes my favourite photo of the day. He lets me pass, as he is taking the downhills a bit more cautiously.
Ric Munoz
The wind picks up and is frigidly cold. I'm not feeling so bad about having my jacket and sleeves with me now! At one point, we cross through an unsheltered valley, and the wind just hits me in the chest. I declare "This sucks!" to the runner ahead of me, and quickly correct myself; "Actually, it BLOWS." My right knee gets a really strange sudden pain going up a small hill, that worries me. I wonder if it's from the cold. I slow down a bit, never quite taking a real walking break, and eventually it goes away, never to bother me again. Phew. I realize that I'm starting to get really hungry, and I'm surprised, considering that I ate half a large club sandwich for breakfast (man, that deli in that liquor store in Alpine sure knows how to make a good sandwich). I also realize I'm not carrying any gels, or drinking enough water. Once I start drinking water, I can't get enough of the stuff.
I'm thankful to arrive at the Pedro Fages aid station at 12.6 miles, at this point. The aid station has a canopy with a wall that provides us some respite from the wind. The volunteers look even colder, and I'm very grateful for their presence. I eat PB&J sandwiches, chips, potatoes, and various other foods to refuel, and start to feel better. One runner pulls into the aid station and asks for help opening his drop bag, because his fingers don't work any more. I make a mental note to grab my gloves when I get back to Camp Cuyamaca, just in case.
The next section transitions us from rocks:
To sand:
Charred remains of trees scratch the cloudy sky, like a reverse of chalk on a blackboard. California's second largest fire ripped through here in 2003, and it must have been fierce, examining the extent to which some of these trees have been burnt through. This stretch takes us back to Camp Cuyamaca, which is encouraging. A runner, Hannah, catches up to me and starts talking. She asks what my target time is, and I say 24 hours, which takes her aback, "I must be going too fast then!" I mumble something about thinking my target isn't going to happen. She's a young runner, but more experienced than me, and on her second hundred. She says that her favourite race distance is 50 miles, I say mine is the half-marathon, not jokingly, but because it's the truth!
I'm starting to feel tired, with 80 miles left to go. I admit as much when an aid station worker asks how I'm feeling when I get to the Camp (mile 19.3). He looks worried, and says some words of encouragement.
I proceed to mishandle this aid station. I drop the camera off in the car (it didn't work in my pocket, so I actually carried it in my hand the whole time), and start to leave without changing out my GPS watch (I had borrowed my brother's watch, along with mine, and would charge one while using the other). And then as I leave, I remember I wanted to eat the second half of my sandwich from breakfast. Then when I get to my car, I remembered I threw the sandwich out. I remember how cold it was coming into Pedro Fages, so I grab some gloves. I think I spent 8 minutes at this station, and certainly didn't need to. Anyways, eventually I get my crap together, and I finally head out for the next loop.
Motionbased Report for the 1st lap (0-20 miles)
June 6th, 2009 9:55am (3:55 since race start)
The 30 mile loop starts with a 1000 foot climb up to Paso Picacho. It's over 4 miles; steep but not too crazy, and winds through some vegetation so we're not too exposed to sun or wind. It's warm, and I think I'm totally stupid for grabbing gloves and not ditching my jacket. My schedule calls for 15 minute miles in this section, and that's pretty challenging to do in this section during a hundred mile run, but I manage ok.
I pull into Paso Picacho, get my bottles refilled, and some food. I'm relieved to see other runners hit this aid station looking pretty wiped out. Cecilia and Eric arrive at the aid station just as I check out.
The next section to Big Bend is the easiest of the course, with a nice downhill cruise, without too many rocks. A nice break between the two hilliest sections of the course. Somewhere along the course, I come across a pair of rangers riding horses towards me. As it's happened before, if you throw something a little unfamiliar into the scene while I'm running, I somehow get distracted, and am prone to catching my feet on rocks. This is what happened here, my little toe catches a rock and I do a spectacular fall, but manage to catch myself before hitting the ground, but do drop my water bottle. I recover it, and continue, after letting the horses pass. My bottle is filthy.
Big Bend is a friendly aid station, and I drink extra water before refilling my bottles for the steepest, and longest climb that's about to come. It's not that bad, as I find out, but it is tedious. It's misty, cool, and it feels like we're climbing into the clouds. I pass a few runners hiking up the hill, and I'm glad when we get some flats so I can run again. Once I hit the peak, I ride gravity down. It's still a ways before the next aid station, and I love the sign that indicates there's just 0.4 miles to Milk Ranch aid station (keep on mooving!) Milk Ranch volunteers are awesome, and one of them actually runs back and forth to grab runner's bottles to get them filled. The electrolyte drink varies from aid station to aid station; Heed, Gatorade, and Accelerade. I've made myself electrolyte drink agnostic because I don't want to be high maintenance (similarly with Gels, heck, all aid station food) but I think it's here where I have my 2/3 empty bottle of Gatorade filled with Accelerade. Accelerade is my least favourite offering, and I'll tell you right now, it doesn't improve with a splash of Gatorade.
The next section looks like it should be a nice downhill cruise all the way to Sweetwater aid station according to the profile chart. I'm chasing Linda McFadden again, but for the last time. The miles and time on my feet are taking their toll, and I'm definitely slowing down.
This trail is rocky, and I'm not really used to it. I realize I'm extremely spoiled in the Bay Area to almost exclusively run on well groomed, lovely trails. Or at least the same well groomed trails over and over again, maybe I should branch out more. I have a little trouble navigating the terrain, when I start getting a sharp pain in my left knee. It eases up but continues to bother me, unlike the one on the right knee that went away. Damn, my knees were doing so well during training too.
I come across another runner, Andi, and I strike up a conversation. Andi's seems to be struggling here, and we stick together for the next section. Her Tennessee accent (although she now lives in Southern California) and her tendency to drop F-bombs help to pass the time. She remarks that she'd hate to fall and have to deal with all the red ants on the trail, which cracks me up because I had thought of the same thing earlier. A very talented athlete (certainly faster than me, across all distances), Andi had even done a sub-10 hour 50 mile finish on this same course, a couple of months previous (the PCT50 mile run was diverted to the San Diego 100 course because of a tragic helicopter crash). I remark that that's a bit of a puzzle when it comes to ultras. Hitting the marathon mark on a 50 miler, or a 100 miler, and I feel almost as tired as I do doing a marathon, about 45 minutes faster. I guess sometimes it's just the distance. I say something about just hitting the 50 mile mark, and then seeing how fast we can extend our mileage PR.
We reach Sweetwater, Andi's husband is there crewing for her, and she needs a some time to regroup. I fuel up for the next section (the longest on the course, 7.6 miles), with gusto. Man, the watermelon really hits the spot. I'm done refueling, but Andi's not quite ready, so I head up the hill alone. My knee continues to degrade, and I struggle to find a running form that will save it. I also notice my stubbed toe is getting rather painful, and assume that it's swollen and turned into a blister. I know I'm slipping from my schedule, a sub 11 hour 50 mile split is in danger but I start realizing a 13 hour second 50 miler is highly unlikely. I begin to hear voices. Soon, Cecilia and Eric come through, with Andi in tow, who is in much better spirits. I join the fun, and we're making great progress, following the 25/5 plan. My knee and feet aren't doing great, but it helps to have company so I stay with the group. At one point, I stop for a bio break, and I decide to crank the pace (like low 7 min/miles) catching up. I usually find running fast is less stress on my joints because my form is better, which is true, but it is hell on blisters (and can't be sustained, at least by me)! My toe starts to go numb, and I'm really looking forward to seeing if my blisters can be drained, and patched. And maybe see if my size 11 shoes will work wonders. These 10.5's are certainly feeling too small right now. Cecilia and Eric have pacers joining them for the last 50 miles, and Andi says she and I should stick together if we can, but I'm wondering if I can keep up. Finally, we come across signs Camp Cuyamaca, and pull into the 50 mile mark at around 11:20 (5:20 pm).
I go to the car to do a full change. I switch from shorts to tights, put on a long-sleeved shirt, and grab three jackets (a nylon shell, the Sugoi Helium jacket I've had all day, and some clearance track-jacket from Target) and change out my water bottles for a hydration pack. I pull off my shoes, to examine my toes, and notice that my feet are just filthy. I'm thinking the whole lube on the feet thing doesn't work for me. It just attracts dirt and allows it to grind into my skin; didn't I learn anything at American River (I thought using a DIFFERENT lube would solve the problem)? My little toe on my right foot is swollen, and blistered, but it looks like I may have popped it in my mini-sprint on the last section. I grab a clean pair of socks, my size 11 shoes, and head to the Search and Rescue table to get patched up. It feels rather risky trying brand new shoes, with 50 miles to go, but my toes enjoy the extra space, and the old pair is definitely not working for me.
They clean off my blisters, and duct tape my little toes, and my big toes, which haven't blistered yet, but are experiencing hot spots. They feel much much better, and I thank them profusely before heading out. Andi is long gone, but as I'm about to leave, I see Ric drop into a chair, seeming out of breath. He says that the last section was really difficult, but he's going out for more. I say something about the second half being easier; "We know what to expect and don't have to go as fast any more." I doubt I'm encouraging, but I seriously hope he manages to pull this feat off. I head out as he starts gathering up warmer clothes. I leave shortly after the 12 hour mark, I can't believe this stop took me 40-50 minutes!, but having my feet in better shape is worth it.
Motionbased Report for the 2nd lap (20-30 miles)
June 6th, 2009 6:12 pm (12:12 since race start)
It's still bright out, so I leave my light packed. Suzanna Bon is returning from the 20 mile loop as I'm heading out. Wow! She goes on to finish in 19:32, and sets the female course record!
My feet are holding together pretty well, and I'm enjoying the peaceful twilight. I've done a few night runs, but this feels different, because I know now that I'm going to run all the way through to daylight. It gives me a real feeling of adventure, and that's why I'm out here. When I reach the Sunrise Highway aid station, there's wonderful campfire going. They have hot dogs here, and man is it good! You don't get food this good without building up an appetite.
I try not to dawdle, thank the volunteers, and then head out for a section that I anticipate to be windy, based on the morning's experience. Boy, is it ever. The wind is cold, fierce, and probably the hardest I've experienced in my short running career (Ruth Anderson '08 was notable for it, but this is up a few notches). Wow. Eventually, the light fades enough that I need my headlamp. The trail is now marked with chem-lights as well as ribbons, and I spot other headlights bobbing up and down further up the trail. I begin thinking of the chem-lights as lanterns, and the headlights as torches, and I think of us as questers on a journey in an inhospitable landscape. I feel like Frodo marching to Mordor, thinking man, he had to do that all without shoes, I can do this race!
I begin writing off my knee. I can sort of run on it, but I wonder if I'll harm it by forcing the issue. I notice that my walk with purpose is well under 15 minute/miles, so I decide to stick with it.
The way to Pedro Fages is about as cold as I expected, but at least I'm prepared. I'm offered coffee, and chicken soup, and take both as I pause to warm up a bit. Then it's time to head back out.
The wind is calmer on this section back to Camp Cuyamaca, and actually seems to go by fairly quickly. My feet are holding up ok, so I just grab a spare pair of socks for later, some food, and exchange my dying headlamp (brand new batteries, but they didn't last long), and grab a working one. I try to keep this stop short, and get my butt back onto the trail before I get comfortable.
Motionbased Report for the 3rd lap (50-70 miles)
June 6th, 2009 11:35pm (17:35 since race start)
The climb up to Paso Picacho is definitely harder the second time. My legs are fatigued, it feels not so much for running, but just being on them all day. I think about all the other 100 mile runs I want to do, and how much hillier most of them are. I've got to train better, get stronger, and plan better for those! But there's still this race to finish.
I reach the Paso Picacho aid station, and I look to refuel. They have pasta, it's cold, and not all that satisfying, but I'm not one to complain. I down a cup of strong instant coffee, use the rest room (woo, electric hand dryer!), and get back on the course.
I try to enjoy the cruise downhill to Big Bend, but downhills are tough on tired legs, especially with a sore knee. Time starts moving really differently; seconds feel like minutes, but a couple of hours passes quickly. I think it's just the effort to keep moving is significant, but with darkness, landmarks and other things that would mark the passage of time are difficult to observe. I expected the night portion to feel lonely, but it's not so bad. Nocturnal toads, black beetles, and spotted owls keep me company.
My feet are starting to feel like hamburger. In addition to the blisters I've had for hours, I'm developing new ones. As I hobble along at what I think is a good pace, another runner passes me walking faster. It isn't until afterwards that I realize that he's my Facebook friend, Jakob Herrmann. He mentions that he hurt his knee at mile 75. I say something about walking since mile 55. I catch up to him again at the Big Bend aid station, as he's changing in his car (he leaves Big Bend before I do, however).
My little toe happens to be oozing through the fabric of my brand new shoe (not the spot at the front of the shoe though, that'd be really freaky, that's just water or something). I don't think I can return the shoes.
I plop into a chair, as someone gets me a hot chocolate. I ask if they have duct tape, and they retrieve some from a volunteer's truck. I get to work covering my hot spots, as they tell me that the next section is very windy, and that at the next aid station it's about 20 degree colder. They tell me I've run 80.4 miles, and ask if I really want to finish the race. I'm bewildered, and say of course I am! My feet don't look as bad as they feel, but I think that's because they're covered in dirt. One of the volunteers goes so far to say she can't find any blisters, and perhaps I'm just being a big baby. I admit that it's a possibility. They have the grace to acknowledge that I'm looking alert and coherent, which feels like a good thing. I ask if they have anything to help heartburn, and ginger snap cookies are suggested. The volunteer points to a container on the table, and I proceed to take cookies out from an adjacent container. The statement of me being alert and coherent is quickly retracted. I say, "I'm sorry, but those are Oreo cookies you're pointed to!" Vindicated! (Although I forgot the cookies in the end!) After being patched up, I put on all the clothes I'm carrying and head up the hill in the blustery wind. I look back, and see cars stopping and leaving the aid station, and start wondering if they've manage to convince those behind me that their race is done.
The weather is not so bad (I'm sure it was earlier, my slowness has timed the weather just right), but the climb is long, and I start feeling extremely tired and sleepy. Rick Gaston had given me a bunch of caffeine pills and I take a couple now. Man, did I mention I'm suddenly extremely tired? I begin not walking straight, and I start looking for rocks, or hollowed out logs or other cozy looking shelters to take a nap. Actually, it doesn't have to be cozy. On top of that, my mouth feels like it's packed with cotton, and I'm getting heartburn whenever I drink or eat. But then darkness gives way to dawn, and with the rising sun, I start feeling better, and more awake. Finally I make the summit, and try to pick up speed on the downhill.
I'm so glad to see the friendly volunteers at Milk Ranch. I get a quesadilla here, and get my hydration pack refilled. Only it's pointed out to me, I don't need it. I'm lectured on drinking water, and I say it's because of my heartburn. I'm given a stack of pretzels, and instructed to keep drinking, and munch on the pretzels, and get my butt out of the aid station as I do. It sounds like good advice so I do it.
I'm trudging along now, it's not quite a death march yet, but I know I'm going slow. The sun continues to rise, and it feels fantastic. I shed some of my night time gear, and bask the warmth. I don't see another runner on this stretch, and I start thinking that I'm DFL. I swear, everyone behind me has dropped. My GPS watch dies on the way to Sweetwater (I had charged it when I dropped it off at mile 50, but left it on the whole time it was charging), and I think that I must be getting close, then I realize I don't recognize the trail at all. I also don't see any ribbons. I drop some F-bombs of my own, but continue on the trail in the hopes that I'm overreacting. I'm not lost at all, overreacted, F-bombs recanted. This race is really starting to feel long, but at the same time, I know I'll make it to the last aid station, and then it'll be obvious to me that I will finish.
Motionbased Report for the 4th lap (50-90.8 miles at which point the GPS died, my 24 hour distance was 86.6 miles)
Finally, Sweetwater appears, and as I walk into the aid station, I find Andi in a chair, with her shoes off. She's so glad to see me still in the race, and says she was worried about me after we parted at 50 miles. She's suffering from blisters, and the helpful volunteers are trying to figure out how to get her back on the road. I refuel, and get my empty hydration pack (see, I was listening) refilled. I tell Andi to get it together, and to finish this race with me, but she says her husband's going to pace her for the last section and to go ahead.
So I head out for the last stretch, and it sure is a bear. Long, tedious, I just want this race over!! The temperature continues to rise, but I don't mind. I'm hiking it when Andi comes with her husband, and she's running. I'm amazed, and impressed as I let her by, and continue my long march to the end. Eventually, I catch up to her again, and we joke about stuff, like I want her to pull ahead so I won't have to run through the last "river" crossing before the finish, like I said I would 50 miles ago. She pulls aside to rest a bit, but I've got new marching legs so I press on. Man, it's a long way. With my GPS watch out, I keep thinking I'm making more progress than I actually am, and I try to figure out ways to break down the distance. I meet a people who tell me it's about 4 miles away...hmmm...4 miles, that's probably the shortest training run I've done for this race. One person tells me it's 3 miles away, and I think about the 5K that Kayley and I did in April. Shortly after that point, I really slow to a crawl. All the walking finally takes its toll. My right gluteus medius is thrashed, I think because while it might be used to running, it's not used to this much walking. I can usually move through pain, but at this point, my muscles feel done too. The next person tells me it's 1.75 miles, and it's all downhill. But the downhill doesn't help, it's just painful.
One mile away, and I start getting passed by a pile of runners, including Catra Corbett and Andy Kumeda. I try to rally for the finish, but I've got nothing. I try to tell myself, one mile that's like walk around the neighbourhood, and imagine myself doing just that. It's so hard to imagine. Finally, I see the finish line, and I cross that creek, soaking one of my shoes because I can't navigate it cleanly. I pop off the trail for the final, what 50 yards, and there's shouts and screams, as I approach. Everyone eventually stops as they realize there's still a significant portion of time for me to travel that final distance, and they have voices to save for other finishers. I see Scott chuckle, as I inch towards him. I say something about not having a need to go any faster at this point.
June 7th, 2009 11:00am
I finally cross the finish line in 29:00:51, and I immediately thank Scott for putting on such a great race. He hugs me, laughs and hands me my buckle. I'm so glad it's over. Scott gives me a bottle of water, and I don't bother to sit, but make my way to the car before I can't any more. I climb into the driver's seat, and it feels sooo good. I take my shoes and socks off, and I'm rather surprised at the extent of my blisters.
Kind of blown out with the flash, but maybe you get the idea
I hear cheers at the finish line, and I try to get up to see if it's Andi, but the sitting still feels soooo good. It's coming upon noon, and I have about 4 hour drive to LAX still, a plane to catch at 8pm. I decide to try to get ready to go, before my energy completely peters out. This include a shower, and packing, and after hanging out talking to Jakob for a bit, I head out.
I stop for two 20 minute naps on the way to the airport. I'm offered a wheel chair when I make it to the ticket counter, which I scoff at. I see Simon Pegg, he's moving so fast (I still need to see that marathon movie he did). The final stretch after landing in Oakland to the baggage claim is long and difficult. I wish I had a wheel chair for it. It takes two more days before I'm able to walk without looking completely wounded.
A hundred miles is a heck of a distance! As it's often said, it's paradoxically difficult and easy at the same time. A long ways to go, but in the end, it's just one foot in front of the other. It's incredible how far you can go after expending about 90% of your energy. Or even 101% of your energy.
There's also a whole "you run the first 50 miles with your legs, the second 50 miles with your mind" or maybe it's "50 with your legs, 40 with your mind, 10 with your heart." Whatever it is, nope, I still had to cover 100 miles with my legs. The outcome was never in doubt, in my mind. All my chips were in, this was my one big race for the year, and like Kap'n Kirk's rule of DNF's says, I have to be seriously broken, or simply pulled on time. One of the funny things that kept me going: in our goodie bags we have two race shirts; short sleeved and long sleeved, and I kept thinking there's no way I'm going to have two awesome shirts that I can't wear because I didn't finish the race.
I made some comment to another runner with about 5 miles left to go, after he declared that this would be his last 100 miler, that I'm not particularly enamored with the distance, but maybe that's because I don't have my buckle yet. Hmm, no, it's not the buckle either. But finding out you can do what sounds so impossible when you first hear about it is a heck of thing. It's like you've blown the lid off of all those containers in your mind trying to keep yourself in a box. Just try it, you'll see what I mean.
Reading the race results is like a skimming a collection stories! Rick Gaston finished 6th in 20:00:25 (that's got to hurt a little bit, but it looks like he got over it). Linda McFadden finished in 26:30:41. Cecilia and Eric were amazing first timers, and finished in 26:40:09. Hannah is the youngest finisher at 28:19:23. Catra and Andy apparently were about 9 minutes faster in the last 0.75 miles, and finished in 28:51:58. There were 125 starters, and 85 finishers, and I placed 66th. I was so glad to see Ric's name at the bottom of the list, as the dead f---ing last finisher in 30:38:00. That right there looks like an epic tale to be told. All this from reading race results, I think. Or maybe you had to be there.
Thank you, to Scott Mills, and all the incredible volunteers who made the race possible. The course marking was top notch; for someone who often gets lost, everything was easy to follow, and the chem-lights were amazing! Beautiful course, and I enjoyed the format and having a home base (I didn't bother with any drop bags). I kept thinking that it's nice doing loops twice. The first time is cool, because it's the first time, and new and everything. The last time is cool because it's the last time!
Self-Portrait Progressive Photos
mile 0, race start
approximately mile 8?
mile 20
mile 50
mile 70
mile 100
What worked
- being prepared for the weather with Moeben sleeves, Sugoi Helium jacket - these two items really work well in varying temperatures. The sleeves pull down when it gets warmer, and the jacket is light and packs away nicely
- gaiters. A number of other runners ran without, and I think it's insanity!
- switching to a hydration pack for the night: I enjoyed the extra storage, and having my hands free after 12 hours of lugging bottles around. I'm not saying I'd do this for all 100's, but it was a welcome change for this race
- carrying spare socks!
- Honey stingers: they had 'em at one aid station, and I picked 'em up. I LOVE THEM. Kept searching through the gels at the AS after that!
- Duct tape, well everywhere I had a hot spot, it did turn into a blister, despite mid-run taping, but having them taped up definitely helped. I definitely will learn how to tape pre-race.
What didn't work
- Drymax socks. Not convinced they DON'T work, but they didn't work for me, unproven that weekend. I definitely had blisters earlier than I normally do. It just goes to show, what works for other people doesn't necessarily work for you. But my tried and true socks that I switched into felt awesome when I did (didn't stop blisters though, it was probably too late)
- lube on the feet! No more of this. I don't know why I keep thinking it'll be ok. Lube on the toes maybe, but no more on the underside of my feet
- pedicure? I'm not convinced. I think a reasonable layer of calluses might be better than silky smooth feet. And the nail polish just added weight to me feet.
- Not having a defined schedule for walking/drinking/eating. I did these things when I felt like it, and I think it would have helped to force myself to walk/drink/eat earlier
- taking too much time at aid stations. I had it all planned out ahead of time, but in the moment, I wasted a lot of time forgetting stuff. I think this will improve with experience, but all of you out there who have crews and/or pacers, be very grateful!
Links
My Race Day Photos
Combined Motionbased Report up to mile 90.8
Official Race Website
Rick Gaston's Race Report
Catra Corbett's Race Report



























